damn. this shit-ass weather is doing insane things to my hair. like awesome crazy. but crazy.
on a different note i have officially fallen back in love with my chemical romance. Na Na Na makes my dick hard.
ok well it doesn’t but i fucking love it. killjoys make some noise!
perfect timing too cause i’m losing it and it sooo helps to have my boys back so to speak. i mean i love her so much and this is so hard on me. my chem was there for me in the past when i got like this, well the first time anyways. its good to have my crutch back.
the weirdest thing just happened. i went to get some printer paper and graph paper and the total came to 5.91 which is EXACTLY how much i had left on this prepaid card i had.
but for some reason it brightened my day up in a crazy way. i just feel so good right now! i didn’t expect to feel this way for a while. i’m still stressed about the whole ‘break’ thing but i’m content now and thats so great.
Hooray for the Madness!
haha yeah ive been listening to too much MCS as of late.
so i’m up at the crack of dawn, still sick but feeling better. time to do this lab report. fuck. i really don’t understand the purpose of lab reports, i guess its to make sure you understand what you were experimenting but if you don’t understand how are you gonna write a report? okay and i guess its for people who are gonna work in labs or something as a career but i never intend to do that. still very confused about whats going on with her too. i wish she knew what she wanted. i love her though, so i’ll wait and see.
this is ridiculous. i just spent 40 minutes peeling an orange and i still haven’t completed the task. its like my hands have slowed to a crawl due to my inner workings being gummed up by phlegm and pain. i fear i may be losing what little mind i have left. the worst part of it all? i just want some damn soup, but im afraid of this damp weather worsening my condition.
woke up fucking sick this morning. what a terrible week so far. she has me all confused and i don’t know what she wants from me right now. also fuck being sick. i want soup. i wish someone would/could bring me soup. =(